Jag har vetat det hela tiden, men stoppat undan det. Det kom s\u00e5 snabbt, det gick undan, men jag har ju aldrig haft klocka. Det hela \u00e4r nu ordentligt nedskalat. Vi st\u00e5r p\u00e5 handlarns trapp. Jag minns dofter av kamomill som drev in fr\u00e5n det gula f\u00e4ltet d\u00e4r solen stekte, d\u00e4r jag st\u00e5r bredvid mejeriet p\u00e5 grusv\u00e4gen. Oljegrus. Det gjorde att det knastrade mellan t\u00e4nderna av smultronen som v\u00e4xte i diket utmed v\u00e4gen. V\u00e4gen gick precis under d\u00e4r reaplanen startade. Det OERH\u00d6RDA ljudet av tv\u00e5 plan som lyfter tjugo meter ovanf\u00f6r en fick mig och mina systrar att stanna och hoppa av cyklarna. Mitt h\u00e5r \u00e4r snaggat. Blekt av solen. Mina armar och ben \u00e4r solbr\u00e4nda. Det luktar vassla. L\u00e5nga m\u00e4n i vita kl\u00e4der med f\u00f6rkl\u00e4den, g\u00e5r runt d\u00e4rinne p\u00e5 det bl\u00f6ta kakelgolvet. Allt st\u00e5r stilla. Jag k\u00f6per ett vykort med en ko hos handlarn och skriver n\u00e5gra rader till pappa som \u00e4r kvar i stan. N\u00e5got om v\u00e4dret och alla abborrar jag dragit upp med Valdemar och Erik. Jag har blivit en hejare p\u00e5 att filea dom. Pappa skulle jobba sa han. I slutet av sommaren h\u00e4mtar han oss.<\/p>\n
L\u00e5ngt senare i livet har vi b\u00f6rjat lukta p\u00e5 blommor, tar bilder p\u00e5 dom och skickar till likasinnade. Detta \u00e4r v\u00e5r samlade kunskap. Rundg\u00e5ngen, det d\u00e4r INGENTING. Ett hemsnickrat Nirvana. Lite snett och vingligt. N\u00e5gon ler mjukt mot dig fast du inte ser det.<\/p>\n
Tramporgel: Zigge<\/p>\n
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Jag har vetat det hela tiden, men stoppat undan det. Det kom s\u00e5 snabbt, det gick undan, men jag har ju aldrig haft klocka. Det hela \u00e4r nu ordentligt nedskalat. Vi st\u00e5r p\u00e5 handlarns trapp. Jag minns dofter av kamomill som drev in fr\u00e5n det gula f\u00e4ltet d\u00e4r solen stekte, d\u00e4r jag st\u00e5r bredvid mejeriet … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa I might reach Nirvana tonight<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[692,59,4],"tags":[1079,43,57,69,427,64,51,242,1080],"class_list":["post-2870","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-picture-story","category-slow-pictures","category-total-waste-of-time","tag-barndom","tag-langsamhet","tag-meningslos","tag-minnen","tag-nirvana","tag-nostalgi","tag-slosa-med-tid","tag-sommar","tag-sommarstallet"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pthEr-Ki","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2870","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2870"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2870\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3016,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2870\/revisions\/3016"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2870"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2870"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.me-we.me\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2870"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}